Tuesday, May 29, 2007

wtf.

today talked to some ppl..

One said i getting away from them, avoid them, and so on.

but, its.. cant get near and.. ...... onli can get away..

when u realise ppl getting away from u..

think of wat have u made them do so.

there r times, my attitude changed, and make ppl pissed off and get away from me.

but.. there r oso times, i do wat ppl do to me.

we got eyes looking at others.

but no eyes looking back at ourselves.

bad huh.

LOL.

end.



haiz.

DeqinG @ 12:49 AM

Sunday, May 27, 2007

erm.

today is ah gong bday~ happy bday.. !

WHY i sux at bball.. sad..

injure my poor little finger.. ouch. pain for whole day.. arghh.

ah ma hse crowded with little GIRLS and boys. my cousins, nieces and nephew.

PREFER to drink than to eat.. eat = fat, drink = full not fat.

and i not BAD GUYS leh.. just.. tease tease onli.. dun angry, dun sad, dun fierce.. >_<


hehehe.

DeqinG @ 11:35 PM

Friday, May 25, 2007

evil.

24/5 was amily birthday, happy birthday....

i do wat i think i should, but.. anyway, nice attitude.

gonna attitude change again.. thanks to some pplS.

and

deleteing ..8% completed.

its not wat u think it is, its wat i think it is.

anyway, yea.. tats it

devil.

DeqinG @ 1:38 AM

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

helpless.


damn helpless.

when somebody cried. alot ppl will like, ask her to stop crying or trying to cheer her up.

but.

i do nth. but just keep quiet thru out the whole journey.

haiz.

didnt know wat to say.

hope she feel better le.


useless.

DeqinG @ 8:14 PM

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

erm.

well.. i actually did some thinking.

i did.. try to be.. back to myself today.

but.. all i did today, is.. keeping quiet.

keeping quiet, wont have any problems le.

among those, who talked to me. some, i dun care wat happened.

i duno wats going on, and i dun wan to know.

u duno wats going on here, and u didnt wanted to know too.

but.. even.. i said so.. somehow.. i do.. care.. alittle.

those ask me do some thinking de, u all.. dun need to do some thinking abt urself meh.

back to normal..? how to.. when i didnt even know wats normal is.

anyway.

i ... duno..

duno. duno. and i dun wan to know.

DeqinG @ 9:12 PM

simple.

to lead a simple life.

define simple life. (5 marks)

Born -> Study -> Work -> Retired -> Dead

simple life means simple brain?

not sure.



today. go north point with tabitha and chris biao mei. shopping.

tab. bully. me.



hmmm.. wanna just put this in.. for info.

One of the Seven Deadly Sins.

Envy (Latin, invidia)

Like Greed, Envy is characterized by an insatiable desire; they differ, however, for two main reasons: First, Greed is largely associated with material goods, whereas Envy may apply more generally. Second, those who commit the sin of Envy desire something that someone else has which they perceive themselves as lacking. Dante defined this as "love of one's own good perverted to a desire to deprive other men of theirs." In Dante's Purgatory, the punishment for the envious is to have their eyes sewn shut with wire, because they have gained sinful pleasure from seeing others brought lowly.


i read le.. i realise.. this kind of thing.. everybody got.. who wont? those 7 deadly sins.. i believe and strongly believe tat everyone have it ALL OF THE SINS. anyone, dare to say no?

eh.. next time post.. more about sins thingy ba.

there are things u envy ppl.. and things ppl envy u..

if u realise, those things tat ppl envy u of.. then u will be contented with what u have.

tats wat i think, at least.

mine.. i think. its greed ba. i wan to keep wat i have, but i want more.

sad. bad. evil.



envy.

DeqinG @ 1:43 AM

Monday, May 21, 2007

funny.

diao.. friday nite.. is a very.. speechless nite.

after chatting with.. jc.. i realise..

the onli thing, u and ur fren cannot have in common, is.. the gal u both like.

LOL.

and.. i think i am lucky.

maybe. yea, maybe. who knows.

weird.

DeqinG @ 12:54 AM

Saturday, May 19, 2007

tired.

tried to run 2.4km in woodlands stadium.. onli on the 4th round.. cannot ta han le, then stop.

4 x 400m = 1.6km.

for 1.6km i needed.. like 10min.. G_G

gonna fail napfa.. NOOO! =(

pull=up.. maybe can pass ba.. now.. is 2.4km and maybe.. sit-up.

lousy.

DeqinG @ 11:23 PM

erm. eh.

said. done. and happened. +_+

silence hurt more than words. hahas =(

dun realli wish to have a simple life. =(

but in this rate, i dun think my life will be simple. =)

hmm.


HAPPY BDAY TO CHRIS!
may all ur wish come true. =)

DeqinG @ 3:30 PM

Friday, May 18, 2007

bastard.

duno y, today v cold and.. fierce =((

not enough sleep? maybe.. coz woke up at 1.30pm =(

go north point with zg and amily.. finally found the pencil case i wanted for long time =))

still got alot things to buy =(

got, shoe bag. shorts. tshirts. wallet. jacket. sport shoes. look like file de bag. =)

today..v bastard to alot ppl.. sorry to those. who i bastard-ed.

sorry.

DeqinG @ 11:16 PM

Thursday, May 17, 2007

tired. again.

technopreneurship today. chris and jc worn the same shirt.. diaoz.. 3 black guys. -__-

in techno for.. 3 weeks le.. didnt realise jimmy was in the grp next to mine. its.. JIMMY the npcc chairman. nth to say to him oso. lol. =0

didnt manage to fill my stomach during lunch. =(

but didnt intend to fill it anyway =)

today, first time, in this sem. i as actually paying attention during lesson. =))

i will wake up de. common test coming! =(

jia you. jia you. and jia you to everyone. =))

jia you.

DeqinG @ 11:32 PM

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

tired.

broke my record this morning. onli slept 1 hr and headed for 8am lesson. =)

drank lots of coffee.. and they helped. =)

NE seminar, was better than expected.. quite useful for those who have doubts on NS. =)

realise that, i can actually fit into S sizes t-shirt =))

collapsed. when i reach home. coffee hav its limits too. =((

common test coming, and i know nothing. =(((

haiz.

DeqinG @ 8:46 PM

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

the msn.. problem.. consider as SOLVED.

stupid problem, stupid solution, stupid msn =)

didnt know sbm got e-learning lab de, until tab jie jie ask me go find her, found vani inside..

TAT TAG! SHE SAID I BECOME THINNER!..

not thinner but thinner.. (i think onli zg know)

then.. realli cant visualise the image with me discussing the presentaton with angela.. >_<

FIERCE...scold me plz.. i dun wan to feel left out..

write resume and cover letter, feel so BHB..

and, erm, amily dun sad k.

tats it for today, tata~

DeqinG @ 2:42 AM

Sunday, May 13, 2007

the msgr.. is getting onto my nerves.. wats wrong with my connection during midnite..

DeqinG @ 3:41 AM

today.. realli is good game day..

afternoon, go.. pray to my god-father.. who is realli actually a god. =0 his bday today.. erm.. happy bday to him?

then.. 6pm go jog.. i tot i made amily angry then call her, then found out she.. no mood.. then.. destination changes to yishun..

go le, meet her le, pei her eat her dinner le, send her home le... she v lonely girl, so sad.

then.. go le.. duno how to get back.. coz, didnt intend to go yishun.. no ez-link.. then zg lost his S$10..

wanted to take bus, but change to jogging back, but then.. farid helped us by lending us S$10 to take cab home..

and. CANNOT LEND MONEY FROM ENEMY.

didnt get scolded, HAPPY.. next time, try 12am, see anything happen anot =)

DeqinG @ 1:08 AM

Friday, May 11, 2007

erm, alot thing to do.. zz, y all week 5.. G_G..

Seriously need to do some training for napfa le.. haiz..


read some of my past post just now, then realise alot of thing happened..

there are things which i wish and got it now..

there are things which i wish but its gone now..

there are also things i dun wish, but i somehow got it now..

see le.. realise.. things realli changed alot..


THEN..

.... can i realli joke around with everything? even with life.. hmm..

seriously finding someone to quarrel with.. angry with and SHOUT at..

i cant keep quiet all the time, can i?...

need to do some serious thinking..

haiz.

DeqinG @ 7:02 PM

Thursday, May 10, 2007

...

i didnt fierce k..

then.. aiya.. dun make me gulity oso leh..

then.. realli duno wats going on..


TODAY, the techno thingy.. settle le.. then..

just settle le lor.. liddat..

didnt pon any lecture today.. then.. yea..

hope i can be guai kia soon. =))

DeqinG @ 10:59 PM

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

long time didnt post le..

lame sia...

why.. A3.. ppl.. all know my name...

then.. liddat go disturb amily...

izzit.. my fault?...

gulity...

realli duno wats going on..

DeqinG @ 10:26 PM

Friday, May 04, 2007

i.. have changed..

ytd PON my first.. lecture of the sem.. wooooh.. so cool.. go home sleep..

played tennis today for the first time.. suxed..

serving.. sux.. sia.. controlling sux.. but fun.. will practice more de.. =)

then.. lecturer give break.. i saboh my fren go back.. then tio warned to stay back.. but nvm la..

onli i and jason chan tio warned.. nvm lor. i wont pon anymore..

warned? so..? was actually happy to pon and being warned.. and.. doing bad things..

wats wrong ar.. ?

then.. today discuss the project with sbm de ppl..

then found out.. there are realli sbm ppl.. looking down on seg de..

well.. k la.. we not as good as them..

then rmb.. my sec sch classmate.. say me.. + sbm de counter parts..

... duno y.. but i agree with them..


.. my mum never fail to irriate me =))



and.. ZG, devil got wings k.. red devil de wing not fake de.. NOOB.

DeqinG @ 11:19 PM

Thursday, May 03, 2007

today.. went to kbox.. first time.. then..

erm.. okok la.. no much comment..

some have fun, some didnt.

after tat session.. everybody.. look so down..

weird..

i enjoyed myself.. but.. darn tired.. coz.. last nite onli sleep for.. 3hrs..

well.. for those.. who.. erm.. very very low.. just wanna tell u tat things will turn out to be fine de..

DeqinG @ 12:05 AM

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

holiday sia.. hmm.. nth to do.. coz.. sick le.. sleep alot..

sleep and sleep and sleep.. flu+sorethroat + abit fever = G_G

haiz.. amily say i scare kbox till sick.. which is totally not true..

tml 8am lesson.. siao.. haiz.. sian..

DeqinG @ 12:30 AM