Monday, March 30, 2009

I realised, I do not have enough income to hit my financial targets.

I realised, I do not have enough motivation to work and serve Singapore.

I realised, I do not have enough courage to face the challenges in the Future.

I realised, I do not have enough passion for psychology.

I realised, I do not have the right attitude towards alot of things

I realised, I do not have proper communication skills.

I realised, I do not have proper training to keep myself fit.

I realised, I am not good enough.

I realised, I SUCKS.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

I SCARE I FAIL AND GOT OUT-OF-COURSE!

SHIT.

Monday, March 23, 2009

I THINK.

I AM IN DEEP TROUBLE.

I hope its just infatuation..

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

My father is diagnosed with High Blood Pressure.

WHAT NOW?!

...

HAHA!

I just read charlene's blog.

Its REAL FUNNY LOR.

I had the same tots too.

I CAN SLEEP ANYWHERE!

After BMT (basic Military Training), I CAN DOZED OFF ANYWHERE!

On field, under the 12noon sun.

Lying on muddy ground with rifle on my shoulder.

Ants infested areas.

Mosquito feeding grounds.

These kind of places I also can dozed off le.

You tell me what kind of places I can sleep? =x


Recently, I have been doing office work AGAIN.

Office work = 100% dozed off

So.. if really cant take it, I will go toilet and nap for a while, AS USUAL.

I learnt that when having my part time job as admin assistant.

Like what my Officer Cadet Friend said, "NO PRIDE LAR, NO PRIDE!"

I was (as usual) listed as the most slackiest cadet around.

I arrived late, and knock off early.

SO?

I ALSO GOT ARRIVE AT VERY EARLY DE TIMES K! sometimes only.






*ps, i think woodlands st 13 got some weird "dozed-off" disease. =x

Monday, March 16, 2009

The Unexplained.
Theres nth to see larr! =x HAHAHA!

Watched Dragonball Evolution last... Friday!

ALthough alot people say, ITS LAME, NOT NICE ONE, blah blah blah shits.

But when I am going to buy the tickets, THE THEATRE WAS BLARDY FULL.

And my brother and I had to sit close to the front.

Honestly, IT IS NOT A LAME SHOW.

Its actually pretty nice.



Then today, I went to watch Race to Witch Mountain.

Annasophia Robb is so cute. =x Somehow remind me of angelin. =/

Anyway, its kinda boring and the ending was expected.

Not really nice lor, i prefer Dragonball!



AND AND AND.

The cashier looked at me and my brother and said,
"Both student?"

Brother,"err.."

Me,"Yes! Please, thank you!"

Wheres my integrity?

ANYWAY.

I think, with my hair style, black nerdy spec and looks..

No one will suspect that I am actually a RSAF officer cadet ba.. =x

SKALI PEOPLE THOUGHT I SECONDARY 4 ONLY LEH?

I wear that uniform,

SKALI PEOPLE THINK I NCC (AIR) LEH?

XD

HAHAHAHA!

Saturday, March 14, 2009

I really did went to NTU open house alone.

I am amazing.

But my true intention, was to see amily! =x

HAHA!

Its been months since I last saw her.

Shes still the old her. =))

But am I the old me?

What the hell is wrong with me man..
Shes is this kind of person.
THINK POSTIVE.
So just accept and give it up man!
THINK!
Maybe all I need is some care and concern. =x
No point making her my priority, while shes making me her minority.

I want to cheer people up, encourage and motivate them.

But who can do that to me?

I think I got a limit to what i can do for myself.

I am looking for something special in my life. But what is it?

Guess that I will have to go NTU Open House alone. =(

I AM NOT GOING TO NTU OPEN HOUSE ANYMORE. >=(

People going with friends, and I have none with me. SAD HOR? LOL.
But am i not their friend?
Amily is sick. Hope she take lots of care. =/

Shes so weak and fragile, hope that HE can give HER more care!

Thursday, March 12, 2009

I WANT TO WATCH DRAGONBALL LARRRRRRRR!

I WANT TO WATCH RACE TO THE WITCH MOUNTAIN LARRRRRRRR!




From today onwards, I will be having tight tight tight budget, so as to fulfil my dreams 10 years down the road.

Drive the car I want.

Live in the house I like.

Marry the woman I love!

Insurance.

$_$

T_T

I signed on as a full-time paper shredder. =/

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

WHY.

RSAF, so budget?

Monday, March 09, 2009

I like to see people smile.

I want to make this world a better place for everyone.

Sounds childish hor?

But thats not stopping me for getting what i want!

HAHAHAHA!

So, any problems, dont hesitate to come and look for me!

I will help you to climb blade mountain and swim the sea of Inferno for you!


But money-related issue.. erm..

Worrying is generally a waste of energy as it is not constructive or orientated towards problem-solving.

A Worry can be turned into something more positive if you focus your concern and turn it into a goal or purpose for action.


Say it with confidence
by Sarah Sutton

Taken at the end of Service Term in Air Wing.

Those guys, are from RAVEN! But one of them is of different batch.

Time in Air Wing, is tough (i think?) but its definitely great!

Hope all the guys are doing well. =/

Sunday, March 08, 2009

NTU.

GOT.

PEOPLE.

DIE.

AGAIN.

And its.

Electrical and Electronic Engineering.

HUHHHHHHHHHHHHH?

EEE GOT SO STRESS MEH?

Hope amily wont be next. =x

Saturday, March 07, 2009

AH!



I was posted to MINDEF, to take over my friend's position,



as, PROJECT OFFICER in AMD!



*Air Manpower Department



STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

Friday, March 06, 2009

I received some ALOT of photos from OBS. Heres some of them.

SMILE! But theres still long way to go!


Camping by the beach. Its really nice, you know you know?


Beautiful sun rise, but its just the beginning of the 5 hours row.



And I hope, those people getting A level result will be smiling. =))



*I realised, my action is always the same in the photo. =/

Thursday, March 05, 2009

I am going to gombak!

Say bye bye to sardine-packed peak hours train.

Say HI! to stupid peak hours bus.

..

How can i ever get out of this shit?

I HATE CROWDED PLACES!

Now, it isnt so bad to stay in camp/school after all.

And free meals. =D

Wednesday, March 04, 2009

When I saw my bank account booklet, I realised that i spent over a thousand in just a month.

Well done, Mr Poh Teck Keng.

Its time to save up, you asshole.

Reading is good. Why Zi Gui dont understand this?

And look at my tagboard, he just LOL away.

How can anyone accept this attitude?

And now he is speechless.

I bet he is darn guilty now.

And now he said "save up"

Asking me to save up my breath encouraging him to read.

This is ridiculous!




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And he finally lost it.

Why do I smell "swimming pool" in all the water i drank now? Yucks.

Tuesday, March 03, 2009

During Poly times.......

My lecturer happened to threaten to fail my FYP while I was having 3.88 GPA.

Failing my FYP = Drop in GPA = NO DIPLOMA OF MERIT/ DIPLOMA.

I was stressed up at that time.

BUT instead of STABBING my lecturer, and commited suicide,

I put in more effort in my project.

AND

I passed with a "B".

Altho my GPA dropped to 3.74, but still I passed!

=D

Psychologists have found that it takes an average of 21 days before an old habit can be unlearned and turned into a new behaviour. It then takes two to three months for that new bahaviour to become entrenched as a new habit.

So, its never to late to change your bad habits.

START NOW! =D

I.

MEGA-POSTED.

And.

AI OTSUKA GOT NEW ALBUM!

=DDDDDDDDDDDD

Not sure why, but i am darn attracted to her looks and voice. =x

Sometimes, when girls I saw on the .. streets/town/trains/bus who kinda/alittle resemble her, I will xin dong abit. =x

Those girls, exist in SINGAPORE, really. If you really open your eyes and look around. =x

BUT THAT doesnt mean I keep looking at girls hor!

It would be unusual of me to only look at guys. =x

I started to get bored with PSP.

And its not even one month old.

I want to spread the seed of happiness around the world!

I will do this by spreading to people around me!

tsk.

Sound so "cartoon."

I..

Want to change my course in NTU.

I want to change, from Electrical and Electronic Engineering to

PSYCHOLOGY!





But how do you change a course ah?
NTU got psychology ar?
I dont want NUS lar, their online application forms SO LONG!

OH.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO JOYCE!

March 1st!

Shes getting old, woot!

I love to see people getting OLD.

Except for myself. =x

ALL THE BEST, GIRL! MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE!
Hopefully, you joined airforce as a pilot/wso ftr, then maybe, MAYBE we can have joint exercise tgt! =D

When I know NTU got this murder/whatever case, I thought AMILY was involved.

I know shes stressed, so i thought.. studies had really drove her off the edge.

=x

But I didnt try to find out if its her.

Because she DONT DARE to do such a thing.

I think? =x

Anyway, it turned out not to be her.

Phew.

I am so guilty for wasting tax-payer's money.